which talks about alot of chinese medicine and accupuncture etc along with herbs and diets. i'm sure it's helpful to some but so far all i can figure out is that my kindney ying is deficient and i have damp heat. (ya, i'm just as perplexed by this) but with an open mind i went back to the bookstore to get the fertility diet book but found fertility foods
which seemed easier to read. i was wrong. now my mind is so full of conflicting information i went to bed in tears again. my stupid period is late, don't get your hopes up, not because i'm pregnant but because i didn't ovulate this month so now i gotta wait forever for my body to catch on that it has other duties to do. i'm so confused and pissed and sad and hopeless with all of this now i don't know how i'll ever get pregnant again. at this point if someone told me to stand on one leg and lick a flamingo to get pregnant i would.
on another note. tonight i go see brenda. hopefully that will be fun to catch up with her and make a new friend.
oh, and i haven't heard from the girl i sent my resume to. oh my gosh-what if i never hear from them?
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I gotten acupuncture done a couple of times and I liked it. Expensive, though.
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