looking back on prayers

it's interesting to look at this post and realize that all but #10 have resolved themselves.
today i went into work for a couple hours. peanut came with me while sweet pea was at daycare. m'lady asked me if maybe i could work from home and process some of the files from home. my first reaction was tears of joy but then, of course, came the hammer. she also said "you would just need to be available by phone every day." and then later "the only thing you would need is a scanner." to which i said "i can't commit that i can be available by phone because of the kids' appointments. and we have no money. there's no way i can buy a scanner right now." i also told her we really need to talk to the guys to see if they can even help pick up the other pieces in the office. and honestly, i really need to clear my life of extra stress right now and frankly, i know i need a paycheck, but that's the biggest stresser and i might need to just cut off that dead branch. *sigh* keep praying for #10.